It's funny

how one good day can make you realize that you're taking life too seriously. Sometimes you need to chill out and realize that this moment IS your life and if you're spending it in a downward spiral of stress, you're wasting it. I am going to be happy and grateful because I have SO much to be grateful for. I have parents who love me and bail me out when I get in too deep, I have siblings who are always there to set a good example and help me out, I have room mates who I adore and trust and enjoy living with, I have sweet horses who are worth every penny and every time I haven't had enough money because they needed new shoes. I have a cat that's more like a kid, a boyfriend who doesn't make me worry, stress, who doesn't hurt me and just loves me, in every moment that I don't even love myself. I'm surrounded by people who make my life worth living every day, who show me adventures, who listen when I'm feeling less than adventurous, who understand more than I could ever have expected and who show me more kindness than I deserve, I live beautiful, in all it's chaos and mess, and I will remember that when I'm having a glass half empty day. You can't have a rainbow without any rain.